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November 28, 2004

Don't weep for me ...

My Life is an Open Blog

Love is dead, time to just move on and enjoy life.

November 22, 2004

Charles & Remeron

My Life is an Open Blog

Remeron - mirtazapine - seems to be helping my ex-lover cope with his depression and emotional pain.

November 21, 2004

Sexual failure?

Love and Lust

If my lover caused my sexuality to die can I ever forgive?

November 20, 2004

Fat! Fat! Like a water rat!

My Life is an Open Blog

When love gone bad leaves you fat and unlovable, unsexy.

Housecleaning

Quotidian

Durham, NC: my house is a filthy mess because my lover was a natural born polluter

Romantic love and erotic responsibility

Love and Lust

Romantic love will never survive without sexual satisfaction and respect.

Damnable Saturday

Quotidian

Miss my ex-lover, but that is how these things go isn't it?

Fall of the House of Richard

My Life is an Open Blog

Durham, NC: porch swing collapsed, some of my house's wiring is shorted out.

Feminine gay men & protectiveness (supplementary note)

Ambiguously Gendered

Feminine gay males are often brutalized and bullied when they are young.

November 18, 2004

Even the homeliest androgyne

Ambiguously Gendered

I'd rather date a transvestite or androgynous gay male than a straighting acting man.

November 17, 2004

On recovering

My Life is an Open Blog

Love has died: my home, my health and my sexuality are all in need of rehabilitation.

November 16, 2004

Erotic adaptiveness and limitation

Ambiguously Gendered

Temporarily at least I'm only able to find gay transvesties sexuall appealing.

November 15, 2004

Webcam romance & the fool in the mirror

Ambiguously Gendered , • Love and Lust

Falling in love with a transsexual on a web cam and laughing at how funny and foolish my sexuality can be.

November 14, 2004

Needy people

Love and Lust

Loving needy people is a dangerous, deadly form of romance.

November 5, 2004

On being needed ...

Love and Lust

On being fulfilled as man by being needed buy a boyfriend, a lover.

November 4, 2004

One of the saddest nights of my life

My Life is an Open Blog

My lover is addicted to crack and I had to leave the home that I own to get away from him.