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In one of his moments of hyperbolic rhetoric Nietzsche says something about looking into the abyss to find it peering back at you. I felt as if that happened last night.
It was a rough night. Got up and read some every couple of hours: continuous, restful sleep just wouldn’t come.
But an imaginary forced feminization scene did.
For the innocent: in forced feminization aka sissyfixation you order a (willing) guy to put on makeup, lingerie and other feminine garments. And mock him for his supposedly secret desire to do so and revealing his true nature. This is mainly a bisexual transvestite fetish. I don’t know how many gay crossdressers enjoy it.
Now, I’d long ago realized that a submissive gay transvestite could be lots of fun to spend time with.
But when approached by males who want to be made feminine as a form of humiliation I’ve always been repulsed. Femininity as a source of shame has always seemed a shameful, disagreeable fetish. Too sexist.
Perhaps this came to mind as I’ve come to understand that forced feminization is the only way some men can meet needs stemming from gender dysphoria and an inability to accept same-sex desires. It still pushes against my erotic ethics and ethics.
Doesn’t matter. It will never happen,