On Needing Something New
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I’ve been feeling restless and dull at times.
Some times we experience the expulsion of old errors, an accession of new images, or feel that we’ve experienced new truths. Life seems refreshed. Love, art and - annoyingly - conversions often supply this seeming refurbishment of our inner lives.
I’m feeling the need of some new quickening. Or the illusion of it.
These moments are much of what we value in our youth and the loss of fear as we age. All smoke and mirrors but it feels good.
Maybe it is just that I need Alex back.