If love dies who will I be?
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It is a confusing time. Charles latest medication may be all we need. Or not. I just don't know and I'm so tired of it all. And Iíve been neglecting to take my synthroid.
I'm still holding true to my 3/31/04 deadline for feeling like I should continue.
I'm not sure how I'll emerge if it fails. I could drift off into a bad emotional space. I could revert to the contended to have someone suck my dick man that I was at eighteen. Or just say fuck it and move on. Not necessarily to anything.